Shit let's be honest. I've been depressed as fuck for too long.
All the sudden, I woke up this morning feeling better. Layed there waiting a bit, wondering if it was a trick or something. Waiting for that "fuck I'm alive another day" feeling to kick in like usual.

Nothing. Hunh...
I'm not saying the clouds parted and birds started singing.
I didn't dance around the house nekkid praising God.
But I do feel better.
That's something. Right?
Missed you guys. Am catching up on all your blogs tonight.
xoxo
zen