What the hell is my stupid brain doing to me? This is agony.
Oh god he IS beautiful though.
He is half way around the fucking globe. This is futile.
I am determined to fail at love, and these are the lengths my stupid heart is willing to go to ensure my defeat.
On a happy note... my sister moved back in with me! Her douche bag of a boyfriend threw her lap top at her head! It missed, hit the wall, shattering the touch screen... gulp. Dude can call her ugly names, txt his skanky ex-girlfriends, but don't ever fuck with her stuff. That is a No-fucking-No!
As soon as she turned 18 she was like "buh-bye zen". Now only a couple months later, she got the balls to leave him and is back with me where she belongs. *grin*
I even cleaned the whole house so she would feel comfy.
I missed you guys. This is my comfy place. Here is a smexy picture for ya ;)
xoxo,
zen
